Christmas Day

It is Christmas day and I am spending time with my sister and her family in Massachusetts. I will travel to my parent's home tomorrow and see them and my other sister and her family. I am going to be pretty tired getting home is going to be like a vacation. I didn't sleep last night...not one wink...I can't wait until I can lie down on my own bed.

I did indeed get a tattoo. It is beautiful and the artist who did it is an amazing woman. it is blue, purple and turquoise. I am so proud of it. The three goals I accomplished this past year were to own and ride my own Harley Davidson. To face my fear of heights...I rode the Dragon's Descent at Funtown Splashtown USA, and lastly getting my tattoo. New Years is coming and I have to decide on the goals I will be trying to meet in 2006. There will be the usual. Lose weight: eat better and get more excercise. I don't smoke and I don't drink very often, so those are lost on me. I know, I will pay my car off before March and get my braces paid off by May...Wish me luck.

I haven't written in this Blog for quite awhile. I come back and read stuff on occasion. I am still at the same company. It seems that I will probably retire from this place. My birthday is coming up really soon, I was thinking about aging and still being here. I have to promise myself that I will not be here when I am 40. That is six measley years away. I can't believe that I'm going to be 34 on the 13th.

B is getting me a tattoo for my birthday. I need to choose colors that I want. I'm thinking...blues, greens and purples. It will be beautiful. I'm having a local, well known tattoo artist do it. She is super talented. She has a whole portfolio of gorgeous artwork. I'm having a triquetra-knot inked on my back.

More later...

My Gals and varous thoughts.

I'm pretty tired today. I visited my sister and her family in Massachusetts over the Easter Holiday. It was wonderful to have some quality time with my oldest niece Rachel. I can't believe the lady she is becoming. I think all of my nieces are beautiful. Each in their own way. One of them gets on my nerves sometimes. A pet peeve is someone who talks through a movie. I warn her before we sit down and watch a movie that she has already seen. "If you make a sound, I will not watch the movie with you." I still haven't seen the end of I-Robot... Anyway. I didn't really get to spend much time with them. It seems that it was a whirl-wind visit. I swooped in Saturday night and left this morning (Monday.) I really wish I could see them more often. All in all. It will be nice to sleep in my own bed.

Cathy wants me to move to MA. I can't see myself living there. I really enjoy my life here. I have my friends and work. I don't like to uproot and just move. (I have way too much stuff.)

Speaking of stuff. I really need to do some major spring cleaning. I have a room full of crap. I hate it. I just seem to collect S#!T. B is worse than I am. He doesn't even throw away envelopes! I have to take a year and start throwing things out!

B

More Snow

I realize the snow that is falling outside right now isn't going to amount to anything, but It is time for warmth and sunshine. The trees should be getting buds and the grass should be peeking out of the ground. Nope. There is too much snow on the ground still. Right now, it is that ugly rotton snow with the black from road dirt and exhaust. I just want to see the green grass and sunshine!

She's Back

I am back at work after seven days off. It is just like slipping into an Iron Maiden. I know more and more why I hate this job! I really need to start looking for other work. I have 13 payments left on my car and I couldn't tell you without looking, payments on the orthodontics. Having the car paid off will lessen my insurance costs.

BB is going home today. His mother's birthday is tomorrow. I think she is going to be 62 years old. Wow. My mom is going to be 76 in March.

I can't believe how old my parents are getting. My dad is going to be 72. EEK! I have been doing something kind of morbid lately. I have been scanning ages in the Obituaries. I have to admit, even though I am in my 30s, I am terrifed of losing my parents. It may be an unjustified fear because I have been out of the house for a long time. I don't rely on my parents for anything. Who knows!

Go Home!

I had a guest sleep on my couch for two days. I didn't plan for company. Frankly, I hate having people on my couch especially when I don't expect them to be there. It would be quite embarassing for me and the other party when I walk out of my bedroom in the buff. (I know, TMI!)

Sammy is a nice enough guy, but he being there for two days just gets on my nerves! I feel as if I can't sit comfortably in my own living room because I don't have enough room right now for more than two people to sit comfortably there. Once BB moves the fucking organ out of my living-room there will be more. Haaving a real couch instead of a broken down futon will also be good! There are too many things in my living-room in general. I need more space!

Mountain of Snow

There is an enoumous mountain of snow right outside the window. Usually people cut through the driveway to avoid the street lights. I think it is funny that people are driving into our driveway and get half way through the small alley, just to see one of the guy's car is blocking the other end. It is funny to watch them curse as they have to back out and get stuck at the light again. It is going to be a short lived form of entertainment because the snow pile should be gone soon.

I have placed a "biscuit" at my desk. Since it has been there, I have been in a lighter mood and I haven't had a customer yell at me. It has only been there since yesterday, so I will see if it is a device that will benefit my work environment.

I saw something on the Today Show this morning. There was a segment on about a woman who wrote a book called The Sociopath Next Door. I don't remember the author's name. She made a statement about people out there who seem to experience feelings on the outward, but inside have no consience. I had breakfast with my friend RS the other day. He had spoken about people without a Heart-Chakra. (SP?) In my understanding, that means that the person has no soul. I found that to be amazing. It can happen. Believe me, I deal with people all day, every day at my job. People are cruel and take no responsibitly for their own actions.