She's Back

I am back at work after seven days off. It is just like slipping into an Iron Maiden. I know more and more why I hate this job! I really need to start looking for other work. I have 13 payments left on my car and I couldn't tell you without looking, payments on the orthodontics. Having the car paid off will lessen my insurance costs.

BB is going home today. His mother's birthday is tomorrow. I think she is going to be 62 years old. Wow. My mom is going to be 76 in March.

I can't believe how old my parents are getting. My dad is going to be 72. EEK! I have been doing something kind of morbid lately. I have been scanning ages in the Obituaries. I have to admit, even though I am in my 30s, I am terrifed of losing my parents. It may be an unjustified fear because I have been out of the house for a long time. I don't rely on my parents for anything. Who knows!

Go Home!

I had a guest sleep on my couch for two days. I didn't plan for company. Frankly, I hate having people on my couch especially when I don't expect them to be there. It would be quite embarassing for me and the other party when I walk out of my bedroom in the buff. (I know, TMI!)

Sammy is a nice enough guy, but he being there for two days just gets on my nerves! I feel as if I can't sit comfortably in my own living room because I don't have enough room right now for more than two people to sit comfortably there. Once BB moves the fucking organ out of my living-room there will be more. Haaving a real couch instead of a broken down futon will also be good! There are too many things in my living-room in general. I need more space!

Mountain of Snow

There is an enoumous mountain of snow right outside the window. Usually people cut through the driveway to avoid the street lights. I think it is funny that people are driving into our driveway and get half way through the small alley, just to see one of the guy's car is blocking the other end. It is funny to watch them curse as they have to back out and get stuck at the light again. It is going to be a short lived form of entertainment because the snow pile should be gone soon.

I have placed a "biscuit" at my desk. Since it has been there, I have been in a lighter mood and I haven't had a customer yell at me. It has only been there since yesterday, so I will see if it is a device that will benefit my work environment.

I saw something on the Today Show this morning. There was a segment on about a woman who wrote a book called The Sociopath Next Door. I don't remember the author's name. She made a statement about people out there who seem to experience feelings on the outward, but inside have no consience. I had breakfast with my friend RS the other day. He had spoken about people without a Heart-Chakra. (SP?) In my understanding, that means that the person has no soul. I found that to be amazing. It can happen. Believe me, I deal with people all day, every day at my job. People are cruel and take no responsibitly for their own actions.

BIG MOOSE

I dropped my resume off at Big Moose Harley Davidson last Friday. I've called a few times to talk to the sales Manager. He just got in from Nashville for training. He basically told me that they aren't going to be hiring until the busy season starts and that I will be considered then. He invited me in to come and speak to him. I will do that on my day off next week.

I'm going to start scanning the newspaper and try to get out of this hell hole!